25 April 2009

haish fall in love with syahmi ...
he say that he is nott sastisfied holding my hand ...
he feel like he wants to hold my hand again and again ...
haish so sweet ...
but am i supposed to love syed ????
but i dun know why now i started to love syahmi and forget syed ???
never mind just love the one that u love now ...
I FUCKING LOVE SYAHMI SIA ...
haish syahmi pls dun leave me ...
i beg you ...
i really really love you ...
no one can steal syahmi from me ...
saper saper curi syahmi dari aku i hope you jatuh longkang ...
serious talking here no kidding okies ...
i am very lucky to have a boy like him haish so sweet , so romantic
cute sia ... can't forget him ....
thanks to hidayu , darlyn and azlinah ...
they are the one who helps me with syahmi ...
love you guys ...
and not to forget love you to sayang ku ...
SYAHMI ...

24 April 2009

HAISH .... today after school at 12.20 pm ...
me , hidayu and azlinah plan to see our bf at Toa Payoh ...
then about 12.25 , we straightly go Toa Payoh to see our bf ...
Then someone make problems and that is Atirah ...
she anyhow say that my best friend (hidayu) force Azlinah (her best friend) to go Toa Payoh but we never ...
Azlinah is the one who wants to meet her bf ...
then i fed up wif Atirah and straightly scold her "saper tuduh2 hidayu yang hidayu paksa azlinah pergi jumpa mataer dier pat toa payoh ".
Then she says that ya its true that hidayu dun need to force azlinah ...
but we doesn't even force azlinah ...
Atirah anyhow say ....
then when we reached at Toa Payoh ,
we sit at a roof top that looks like a garden ...
me and bf , Syahmi , sit together ...
Azlinah and her bf , Elfie , sit together ...
Hidayu and her bf , Hafiz , sit together ...
then hidayu's couson , Darlyn , ask we all couples to hold hands ...
Azlinah , Hidayu , Elfie and Hafiz all very shy ....
but me and my bf (Syahmi) not shy ...
he take my hand and hold my hand ...
i smile here , smile there ...
haish ... but actually i also shy but after that about 20 minutes later ,
our hands all very sweaty ...
we let go of our hands and wipe at our shorts and skirts ...
then they all never hold hands back except me and my bf ...
then hidayu's couson ask us to seperate with our friends ...
and talk talk romantic romantic with our bf ....
me and my bf , sit at the staircase but we never do anythiing stupid ...
just sit and talk and laugh and hold hands ...
i'm holding my phone then my bf wants to see ...
then he take from my hand and we laugh laugh ...
after talking and laughing , me and my bf disturb hidayu and azlinah with their bf ....
they all just keep quiet face so shy ...
then azlinah ask me to sit with her but syahmi my bf pull me and said that dun disturb them ...
then we go around ...
then when it is 5.30 pm , we all go home ....
me , hidayu and azlinah take bus 159 home ....
after our bf send us to the bus stop , they say bye and i love u at us ...
then they weent to play soccer ...
me , hidayu and azlinah in bus very happy cause get to hold our bf hands until we all say that we dun wantto clean our hands ...
ouh yeah , it is the best love ever ....
haish love syahmi so much ...
okies need to go byes ...

i am so sorry

I AM SO SORRY TO HURT YOU MY LOVE BUT I HAVE TO ...
CAUSE I CAN'T TAKE IT THAT MANY PEOPLE SAYS THAT YOU LIKE SOMEONE ELSE BUT NOT ME ...
MAYBE IT IS NOT TRUE BUT WE MUST JUST BREAK OUR RELATIONSHIP ...
MAYBE IT IS HARD FOR U TO FORGET ME BUT WE HAVE TO ...
I HOPE YOU CAN FIND ANOTHER GIRL THAT IS MORE PRETTIER AND NICER THAN ME ...
I AM SO SORRY TO SAY THAT ...
I KNOW I HURT UR FEELINGS BUT NO WORRIES EVEN THOUGH OUR RELATIONSHIP IS OVER , WE CAN STILL BE FRIENDS ...
I STILL LOVE YOU BUT MAYBE WE ARE NOT MEANT TOGETHER ...
I AM SO SORRY AND I WILL MISS YOUR LOVE AND CARE ...
GOODBYE MY LOVE ...

sufi

SUFI ...
sufi thanks for being my friend ...
this poem is especially for u :)
A friend is someone we need when our spirits need a lift ,
A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift ...
A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty , joy and grace ,
And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place ...
ok tak ? ok tak ?
hehehe ... aku buat sendiri tau ...
walaupun aku baru kenal kau tapi aku bangga sangat jadi kawan kau ... thanks a lot my friend ...
Best wishes :) fikriyah

firzanah

FIRZANAH ...
firzanah , thanks for being always beside me ...
i really appreciate what you had done to me ...
if i am sad , u always help me ...
thanks alot ...
i am very happy and glad to be ur friend cause u are pretty , cute , funny and many more ...
i really appreciate what u had done towards me .
Love :) fikriyah

hidayu

HIDAYU ...
I want to tell you this but i am very scared ...
it is that i always jealous of you cause u are more pretty than me ...
i am so happy cause i get a friend like you cause u are nice , funny , pretty , cute , understanding and many more ...
thanks for being my bestest friend ...
love :) fikriyah

best friend

Hidayu , Fikriyah , Firzanah ...
best friend forever ...
thanks for being my bestest friend ever ...
i am glad to be your best friend ...
every time when i am sad , u girls always cheer me up ...
many peeps hate hidayu and firzanah ,
cause all the peeps thought that hidayu and firzanah flirt ...
and all the peeps hate them also cause they are pretty ...
BTW , between three of us , i am not pretty ...
but i dun care what people says about me ...
I LOVE YOU GIRLS ...

love :) Fikriyah ....